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Loneliness And The Universe

Being alone is not the same as loneliness.  I would rather be alone than sell my identity, diminish my light or compromise myself ever again. But there is a cost to being alone. Human Touch is powerful, healing and soothing. I haven't been with anyone in a very long time.  There have been days where I wake up and wonder what is the point. If I were too disappear, the universe would go on, the neighbors would continue about their daily lives, the sun, would rise and fall and nobody would give a @#% except maybe my kids. And that is as good as it gets. I realized that death is like going to surgery. They turn out the lights and you don't know the lights are out. You are at peace. And I wonder sometimes how nice that would be. no pain, no feeling. truly peace.  And...I don't think thats a crazy thought, but a real one. An honest one. One where I look around, realize my life is 5 days of work, 2 days of rest, repeat. And I live in a world where my government hates me and I li...

Why Christian Nationalism, Religious Zealotry Is Rotten

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  Today is the 4th of July, 2026 in a country that is under siege by those who would disguise their bad intent with things like "greatness" or "return to normalcy."  In Texas they have decided to allow teaching religion in schools. Think about that. Our countries prinicple of "Separation of church and state", that religion is not taxed for the same reason, as the two being separate. Is now gone.  The place that once was a melting pot of all ideas, cultures, religions, languages is now being pushed to not only be christian only, but TAUGHT in public tax payer...paid for by working peoples taxes. I've talked much about the growing fascism, Right Wing Christian Nationalism (AND to be real...MORMON Nationalism). And it is happening as this is being written. The defenders or the Right Wing Fascist movement are miss-guided. The MAGA base, the radicalized Religious base has it wrong but many refuse to even look at or think about whether they are wrong.  So I ...